Starting up


I really don't know why I've decided to start this endeavor. I guess in the shape of things I want to explain myself to the world and maybe deduce some of the craziness that is life. I'm kind of a conundrum. I now have a real job and real responsibilities but I don't feel any older. I guess I always thought that when I hit my mid twenties I'd "feel" like an adult. I don't feel any different from my pre-teen and teenage years. Its kind of crazy. I thought life would be like "The Wonder Years" where I would be able to reflect on the infinite abyss of life with genuine nostalgia and appreciation but it all still seems so brand new to me. This blog will have movie reviews (because I am a filmaholic), ramblings about life, love, politics, and even some flashbacks. I am making all who read this aware of one thing. I don't like to bullshit. It really annoys me and some people think it makes me comes off as callous and bitter but I just think that a lie is the cruelest act that the human mind can inflict because it is based on man's deception of his fellow man and that is hypocrisy at its worse. Well as Emily Watson said in Punch Drunk Love, "Here we go."